Wants.

I'm home alone, and I am very full. I had delicious lasagna tonight, made by my boyfriend's next door neighbor Beth. Beth cusses a lot. Fortunately, she makes delicious Italian cuisine. Then I was bored and lonely and possessing a vague desire for something sweet. So, I dug around in the fridge, finding a container of my most favorite yogurt. Except... it actually was not my favorite yogurt -- it was plain non-fat, instead of vanilla non-fat. So, I did what any human being would do: I dumped a bunch of honey on it. Long story short, it was ridiculously delicious.

So. That's my evening so far. I'm supposed to be doing a lot of things, such as reading for any number of my classes, or doing my IRB proposal (which, when I think about it, isn't actually that difficult, and I'm just making it much  more difficult than it needs to be). Instead, I'm going to make a random, as-it-comes-to-me list of things I want. Yes, I am being that self-centered and egotistical. Well... we'll see how this turns out, shall we?

-A baby
-To live in Colorado
-For it to be snowing right now
-To watch Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind with my strange yet adorable boyfriend
-My mom
-To be in New Mexico, with my family
-Two Golden Retrievers named Snaz and Chester, even though Dingo hates those names for dogs
-To go on a run right now and not be stuffed
-A pineapple
-To go backpacking
-A new sleeping bag/ tent/ thermarest
-To make a child smile
-A big library
-America to want to change its behavior toward the environment, as Europe has
-Our government to stop being f-ing retarded and just legalize a safer alternative to alcohol
-To someday be a patient, loving, fun mother
-My sister to have high self-esteem
-The disgusting acne invasion to finally leave me the hell alone
-To be in New York, upstate New York
-To know that the future will work out, that I will have a husband and a family
-To be a Child Psychologist
-A 4.0 this semester
-A sense of comfort, knowing that I have a great deal of patience and many other good qualities, while I might not be as physically attractive as others, such as my sister
-The ability to stand up for myself
-The ability to express when I don't like something, or when I want something without feeling bad/ guilty
-A hug
-To never lose my Teddy Bear
-To be a good cook
-To never lose my enthusiasm for life
-A lifetime that I will someday look back on with a smile
-Eternal bliss in Heaven with Jesus Christ
-A perpetual happiness
-To hold a baby RIGHT NOW